I am enjoying my classes at Regis, but I do wonder if I should've considered social work? How is it really different? I do like work in hospice care and hope that is the direction that I will go. I dread the reality that eventually I will suffer a loss that will cause me paralyzing grief. I need to find time to get back to my own counselor, so I can keep in touch with my inner self.

The introduction to the library was shocking last night. To access so many journals and articles is overwhelming. I just want what I can see. I better start figuring out what type of therapy to research so I can get on board with all the searching.

As much as I hate that Ricki is going through the pain and fear and uncertainty that she is, I do love reading her blog. It's honest and well-written and touching and real. She was born to write columns.